I realized that my education had prepared me to do drug study, nursing care plan and case study into manageable bites but i had never learned
HOW TO FEEL MY FEELINGS..
And so, I set about figuring those things out, those simple, basic things that for whatever reason I was never directly shown in all my years of schooling.
then i have met GUITAR in my life. I didn’t immediately begin playing the guitar then when I first heard my friend playing like that right in front of me, but it is clear to me now that a seed was planted that day, and the seed eventually sprouted.
When all else in my life was chaos, the guitar was always there with its limited number of strings and frets. Music, while infinite, is somehow smaller than Life itself. When Life is barreling out of control, the guitar is there to guide me back into some semblance of order and stability.
An easy life is a boring life. Nothing much happens, and everything is completely in control.Watching tv is easy. Going to the movies is easy.
Playing guitar is hard. :)